you said i will affect ur future... then how about mine...
this should be a great happy day for me ..after waiting for so long to see you and have some time with you... but...is the other way round in fact..
my can hear my heart's breaking sound when u told me what did the " suan ming shi" had told you , like having sixth sense, i seemed like knowing what r u going to tell me. And that was true.. the next second u asked me whether we should break before you leave...
You said the suan ming shi told you not to go near your " tao hua" and have to concentrate on your study.. if not the " tao hua" will ruin your future... u said u know who is the " tao hua" he meant.. that is me... you said you don't know will come back or not ... you said your uncle told you your view towards your patner sure will change after few years and need not to care so much now...you said your real marriage will come when you are 30.. you said your life will come to a stable when you are 35... you said.. you said....
I don't want to hear any of these... i was so so so sad at the moment.. but i still replied you..."why need to break?"...I dont think your future is on the suan ming shi's hand.. i dont think that your future cant be changed..i don't think that your fate is fix like that.. i don't think the few words and others' opinion may affect our relationship...
Why? why? why? why you told me all these after we had been together for so long and i had given my heart for you ? i already made up my mind to wait for you to complete your study.. but now... what i get? just your stupid worries... your selfishness.... you are very very selfish u know....
You ever promised me that you will protect our love as long as possible... not so easy to let me go...we will have a great future.. but why everytime you are the one who easily say "fang shou".... Read back your messages and you will find that how deep did you hurt me ..
My smile is dissapearing on my face... what is left is just the unreal kind of smile...u said i should be happy since you had accompanied me the whole day... should I ?
I dunno what should i do now.... let you go? is that what u want me to do? or stay away from you as far as i can? tell me.... i am so tired...
Do you ever concern about my future? where is our future gone?
my can hear my heart's breaking sound when u told me what did the " suan ming shi" had told you , like having sixth sense, i seemed like knowing what r u going to tell me. And that was true.. the next second u asked me whether we should break before you leave...
You said the suan ming shi told you not to go near your " tao hua" and have to concentrate on your study.. if not the " tao hua" will ruin your future... u said u know who is the " tao hua" he meant.. that is me... you said you don't know will come back or not ... you said your uncle told you your view towards your patner sure will change after few years and need not to care so much now...you said your real marriage will come when you are 30.. you said your life will come to a stable when you are 35... you said.. you said....
I don't want to hear any of these... i was so so so sad at the moment.. but i still replied you..."why need to break?"...I dont think your future is on the suan ming shi's hand.. i dont think that your future cant be changed..i don't think that your fate is fix like that.. i don't think the few words and others' opinion may affect our relationship...
Why? why? why? why you told me all these after we had been together for so long and i had given my heart for you ? i already made up my mind to wait for you to complete your study.. but now... what i get? just your stupid worries... your selfishness.... you are very very selfish u know....
You ever promised me that you will protect our love as long as possible... not so easy to let me go...we will have a great future.. but why everytime you are the one who easily say "fang shou".... Read back your messages and you will find that how deep did you hurt me ..
My smile is dissapearing on my face... what is left is just the unreal kind of smile...u said i should be happy since you had accompanied me the whole day... should I ?
I dunno what should i do now.... let you go? is that what u want me to do? or stay away from you as far as i can? tell me.... i am so tired...
Do you ever concern about my future? where is our future gone?
posted by I LOve YEe MIng TYan @ 6:29 AM
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